My boyfriend and I didn`t understand each other anymore and we started to become more and more estranged. The love and spark just weren’t there anymore. And I`m not even going to talk about the fact that, sexually, it`s been pretty worthless lately. The friend was aloof, he almost didn`t notice me at all, almost as if I didn`t even exist and was the fifth wheel at the car. I kept wondering what the problem was. He didn`t want to talk to me about problems, and every time I started communicating with him and wanted to solve all our problems, he rolled his eyes. Do you know how sorry I was?
I still somehow couldn`t come to terms with the fact that it`s probably over between us. And I didn`t want to keep admitting to myself that it actually made no sense between us for a long time. I felt like a fool. I no longer knew what would help him start talking to me. And he looked more and more at the phone, and I even glimpsed that he was texting someone. Oh yeah. But I thought that it was just a colleague from work and that there was no other woman involved. But I was quite wrong. My boyfriend had been cheating on me with someone else for a year. And it only became clear when I looked at his phone. I was really sorry, and I didn`t know what to think about it.
I felt the worst I could feel in this situation, and everything hurt. My heart was broken into pieces. Of course, I told him that I was leaving him and for what reason. And he didn`t seem to care. I expected an apology or something like that, but no mistake. I guess I didn`t really mean anything to him anymore. Half a year I met a new man, and he is completely different from him. She even cooks for me every day and gives me an erotic massage. He is simply a man who is every woman`s dream, and I am incredibly glad that I am lucky enough to have met him. And I am very happy with him.